Thursday, March 15, 2001

Letter for my mama

Dear mama,

Mabuhay! =) how are you doing? I’m in hotseat again….. lolz.. they freaked out when I got home late. Anyway, I just want to write u a letter… napapraning na naman ako. How many years na ba tayo? 8 years na no? tagal na pala…

I grew up with you, do u know that? when we were still in college, we used to talk about petty childish things..our dreams and hopes. Now we talk about LIFE! As in REAL LIFE. We still talk about our dreams but now we have to consider reality and all possibilities. Ang lufet ko no? You made me realize that life is not just fun, fun, and fun… it is a struggle… struggle to get things that you want.. a struggle to make yourself happy. Alam mo naman ang gusto ko di ba? I just want a simple happy life. Pero ang sabi mo nga…. Walang ganun. Life is a constant struggle..buti na lang I have you… my ate and my family. When I start to lose grip, when I start to lose faith in myself.. I think of you guys. Kasi kayo lang ang maasahan ko. There are so many possibilities that I’ll end up as failure. Haaaaay! People tend to mistake you for being mataray and masunget! E tama naman sila ahehehe! But they don’t know you the way that I do. To hell with them! care naman natin no?!

Have I thanked you for all the things that you have done for me? for sharing me your thoughts, you mind… and your life. Kadire no? nag-iinarte ako! Lolz. Di bagay sa personality ko! I just hope that I’ll be able to send this before I get ashamed of the things that I’m writing here. I’m really not good at saying mushy stuff. They make my skin crawl. Mahirap pala ang maging secured…. I really felt so undeveloped to the realities of life. o baka naman brat lang talaga ako? I’m going to be really really sad when u leave. Basta ako lang bestfriend mo! Dahil pag humanap ka ng iba, ipapatay ko yun! Lolz..

For the friendship and everlasting sisterhood…..
Para sa batchmate ko, sa mama ko., sa bestfriend ko-- *muaaaaaaaaah* *hugsssssssss* labyu!

Connie

posted by jaded fool @ 11:27 AM