Do you know how it feels like to live in the shadow of someone? Being second best?! Hearing the words " why can't u be just like her!?" "why can't u be pretty like her?" endless why can't u be's… WHY THE HELL CAN'T I BE JUST MYSELF?
I mean we can't all be beautiful, we can't all be brainy.. we can't all be funny, we can't all be interesting. In someway to balance your inertia, u got to have flaws too.
When I was still a kid, I dreamed of being powerful, successful, rich and happy. I dreamed of having my own car, own house, own pool and my own family… those stuff and all. I still want those stuff… in reverse chronological order.
I had a dream about high school. I was back in senior high. Weird feeling… wonder where my high school classmates are! Bet they have their own families now and leading their own lives. HIGH SCHOOL HIGH!!~~ I didn't have a normal high school. I'm always absent. Though I have friends, I never do go out that much or spend time with them. My umbilical cord is still attached to my home. At the door to be precise.
Ok, this entry is somewhat criss-crossed. It doesn't express a single idea. So what!!? This is a journal not an essay writing contest. *C U T !!! Good take! , next set!! *
"It is amazing how complete is the delusion that beauty is goodness."
--Tolstoy
I mean we can't all be beautiful, we can't all be brainy.. we can't all be funny, we can't all be interesting. In someway to balance your inertia, u got to have flaws too.
When I was still a kid, I dreamed of being powerful, successful, rich and happy. I dreamed of having my own car, own house, own pool and my own family… those stuff and all. I still want those stuff… in reverse chronological order.
I had a dream about high school. I was back in senior high. Weird feeling… wonder where my high school classmates are! Bet they have their own families now and leading their own lives. HIGH SCHOOL HIGH!!~~ I didn't have a normal high school. I'm always absent. Though I have friends, I never do go out that much or spend time with them. My umbilical cord is still attached to my home. At the door to be precise.
Ok, this entry is somewhat criss-crossed. It doesn't express a single idea. So what!!? This is a journal not an essay writing contest. *C U T !!! Good take! , next set!! *
"It is amazing how complete is the delusion that beauty is goodness."
--Tolstoy
posted by jaded fool @ 4:08 PM
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