reality check
Hey, kulasisi… I missed you! ]:) I'm not sure where to start my entry. Not that I don't have stories to tell.. it's just that I'm having second thoughts on whether or not I should put it here. Oh, what the hell.. You can keep a secret, don't you? These are the thoughts that I have inside my head at this moment:
Life is unpredictable.
Fear is frightening.
Paranoia can be acquired in a day.
Loneliness sucks.
Love is beautiful.
A kiss can heal anything
I hate the rain (on some occasions)
Life is indeed unpredictable, you can never be too sure about anything. You have to stay focus and be cautious enough to be aware of your surroundings in order to enjoy the things that make you happy. Fear-- if ever there is a feeling that I want to get rid off, that would be fear, fear makes the heart weak and the mind unstable. It can make your insecurities as big as the sun. There are a lot of things going on inside my head right now.
At long last, bimbo and I have met -- finally. It's a long but beautiful story. Words are superfluous... So far, all I know is that he is nice, quiet… he loves reading…politics, history (he's into those stuff) and current events. There's so much left to be explored. Hope in coming days we'll get to know each other better. I would love to talk about him-- he is in fact one of my "avid" readers here (hehehe!) but then that would be another story, isn't it? This guy is really special.
"…someone promised that they'd catch me but then they let me fall and now I'm falling, falling fast again…maybe this time I'll have it all, maybe this time I won't fall…. when I fall in love…"
ps: i got this terrible mood swing when i was about to go home from school. I didn't like it- and i feel so stupid for thinking and feeling that way... *sigh*
posted by jaded fool @ 3:18 AM
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