awww!
I can't imagine why someone would suppress his or her feelings for fear that the relationship would not work. Things were cut short even before the real thing has begun… I mean if you really feel something for someone, one way or another you would give it a shot… I just don't get it. Am I too naïve for this? I used to do that a lot-- I always run away. When I finally chose to stay, something like this happened.
I guess I'm naïve. I believed that fairy tales happened in real life… I just want to do away with pain. If only I knew that something like this would happen, I would have run away. If only I knew that I would be played for a fool… I would… oh nevermind.! I guess life is a big fat lie. Everyone lies and love does not conquer all…
It is so hard to look for someone who will cuddle you on a cold lonely night, feeling secured that when you wake up, he would still be there beside you, assuring you that he will be there.. Always.
I was told that this thing happened cause I'm supposed to be spared from pain… how wrong was that statement.. in the process of sparing me the pain, I was hurt. Deeply. No one can save me from feeling the pain. Not you. Not me.
posted by jaded fool @ 2:03 AM
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