Tuesday, November 06, 2001

batoinks!



I've been dreading the coming of this month. =( Soon, mama Jane will leave for New York and things wouldn't be the same. It's been a week since we last saw each other and I miss her terribly. Yes, we talk over the phone and we chat. But nothing compares to the moments that we spent together. Later, I'm going to meet my close friends… I believe we're going to drink and stay over at Dianne's house. I got a reason to drink… no… definitely not a celebration.

I've proved something today…. My mind is stronger than my heart. My brain is saying something and my heart is saying another… my inside is yelling for something and yet I'm doing exactly the opposite. My mind rule over my heart-- and that makes me one hell of a lonely woman.

I'm

bound

to

be

alone.

posted by jaded fool @ 5:26 AM