Jealousy
I used to deny the fact that I'm not a jealous person. But lately, there's just no use in denying that fact anymore. It's not about material things. In fact, I can sum up my jealousy in one sentence. Other people are happier than ME. My jealousy came from the fact that other people knows what they want and they were able to get it. It's more of emotional jealousy really. When relationship ends or my friends are spending time with someone else, I get jealous. I don't exactly feel happy when people are in misery… shall we say, I just want things to be of equal ground- they are happy, I should be happy too. But the thing is, I'm happy, it's just that I am aware that there are people happier than I. this feeling suck.
posted by jaded fool @ 11:00 AM
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