rants and ramblings

Magna est veritas et praevalebit

Truth is mighty and will prevail.

Truth is the basis of everything. With it, comes trust and with trust, one learns how to care and to love. Without Truth, there can only be lie. Without trust-- there can only be doubt. To love is the most important thing in the world. It's sharing of one's self to another person, disregarding all the flaws and imperfections. Giving of your own self wholly, without a doubt, with full trust and conviction. Entrusting your heart to someone is one of the most risky things you would ever do. Some protect it with their lives and some handled it carelessly leaving the heart battered, scarred and badly broken.

The day of freedom. It's futile to fight the inevitable. I know I should have given up a long time ago. I was just being stubborn. I hate admitting to myself that once more-- I failed. But I've come to accept that fact now. I've come to accept that life is about failure and success. Maybe it's not yet my time. Maybe it's too soon or too late, which one I don't really know. I'm tired of being second choice I guess. For once I know what I want -- all the while I was looking for someone who'll make me his first choice. Living each day in security that I am and will be the only one. I know I won't be able to find it in the net or maybe I won't be able to find it at all. And yet I keep on hoping that someday-- he will come, swept me off my feet and we'll live happily ever after. I want to live a fairy tale life.

I'm that wishful.