Saturday, May 17, 2003

update on kulasisi



So, kulasisi....what have I been doing for the past weeks that I don't write that much anymore?! ASide from work which is given..... I'm currently playing this online game called, OZ. It;s also like chat but the difference is that you got dolls. hehehehe....

work is the same, working with people with hang ups and issues. I haven't received my mid-year bonus since I'm only 3 months old with my job. Damn...... So far, I'm ok. Getting by one day at a time.

Sometimes, I feel so sad that I wanted to cry out loud..... Just want to cleanse my soul.... Hmmmmn i think i need a good cry. The reason? I don't know, sadness envelops me specially at night before I go to sleep... wondering what my future holds..... wondering of things that seem to be just that, DREAMS. Life is really amazing..... Things that you want badly belong to someone else and the things that you don't want finds its way to you. I guess I just have to accept things as they are.. in the least acceptance would only make easier for me to move on and hope for better things. BLEH!

posted by jaded fool @ 11:28 PM