sad christmas
I know deep in my head that I would be having trouble when it comes to accepting death. Yep, long time ago I have said that Death is the ultimate release, don't get me wrong -- i still believe in that.. but believing and accepting are two different things.
Believing is just knowing in your self that it exist whereas accepting,well.. it takes a little more than that-- in acceptance, you have to understand and take the situation as it is. It really is a lot of effort.
And in the season of joy and celebration -- I can't accept the fact that lots of people have died. How could they possibly die in a season like this? Where you know deep in your soul that everybody is happy -- everybody is excited -- everybody is anticipating a glorious celebration with their loved ones. Can't just death take a break and leave the people for a month? I mean -- can't he just give these people the time to enjoy the company of their family and friends? With the rate that he is going -- I think he is trying to catch up with his quota for the year.
Yeah, I know.. people die everyday -- but -- it is hard to be sad when the people around you are so frigging happy! Hayyy.. mr. death, if ever you're able to read this -- stop the daim collection and leave the human race be!
I guess... death will always scare me. I know it. Deep in my bones.
posted by jaded fool @ 7:41 PM
<< Home