Wednesday, April 14, 2004

big trouble!



yep yep... we are in big trouble.. boss is not improving in the surveys... and sometimes i want to believe that this darn surveys are not credible at all. They make the people more confuse.. and all they get is the Money.. Money! MONEY!

anyway, heard from the administrative officer that anytime --if we would not make it -- we would stop receiving the perks, aside from the fact that 2 weeks before the end of our term we would stop receiving our salaries for clearance. It sucks cause I need the cash to get through my review. That news made me feel sad... cause I don't want any hassle during my review... especially about the money part since i don't want to burden my family for that additional, unecessary expenditure.

Just now, I know and I believe that God will provide for me... And I will get by. I just know. Just what they said in a TV Program, You just dream - believe and you will survive.

You might be wonderin what am I doing awake at this hour.. well... I just got home from a night out with my officemates. We went into this KTV bar in Libis. Spent the night yelling and practicing my lungs and inhaling second hand smoke. It was ok going out with them I guess.. makes the bond (in case there is) strong. I am still not sure whether to go to work tommorow or take care of my review... I think the first thing to consider is whether or not I would be able to wake up early.. Until then, I would not know what to do. I pray that God would continue to guide me in my studies and give me the knowledge that I need -- I pray that he would keep me motivated despite the challenges that I am facing and about to face. Lastly, I pray that he would take care of me, family, friends, and loved ones -- keep them always healthy and trouble free.. and in a way -- let them know that I love them all dearly.

Guess that's it... Tommorow we would know the boss' reaction regarding the survey....

posted by jaded fool @ 2:35 AM