cool girl
I once read a journal tackling what a cool girl is. As far as I can remember--according to the author, a cool girl is someone who is not jealous, she's full of fun, carefree, firm, knows what she wants, independent, somebody who let others grow. They're not those who live in assumptions... presumptions and hunches. So anyway, what made me write about it is the fact that my friends considered me as a cool girl...relatively funny.. carefree.. fun seeker.
However, as we grow old-- as we err.. mature... responsibilities pours in.. obligations starts to fall due.. cool girl has to take the back seat and let growing up take the wheel. We start to take things in a serious manner.. thinking about the consequences.. figuring out all the facets of the situation... Thus, making cool girl less funny.. less carefree.. and seeks less fun. It is a sad fact, but we do grow old.. and the people we depend on starts to depend on us.
Cool girls do not worry about responsibilities.. about obligations.. cool girls live for the moment. They are not superheroes.. but then, they find themselves in situations wherein they try to solve everything for the people that they care for. They find solutions.. They find answers.. and try to lift that responsibility from the people that they love.
Let me see.. have i lost the cool girl in me? Because I found myself trying to be the superhero that I am not. I tried making it all good for this person only to lose myself... tiring myself.. stressing myself figuring out how to make life easier.. better.
Am I still a cool girl after undergoing the changes...? yep.. I would like to think so..
Getting better everyday.. the aircon in our office is already fixed. Yehey!! I have to bring my jacket at work cause it's gets too cold. Hellhole? hehehe.. it used to be one. ;)
posted by jaded fool @ 9:13 AM
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