Monday, February 19, 2001

How does that song goes??? talking to my self and feeling old.... sometimes i'd like to quit... blahblah seems to fit.. walking around somekind of lonely clown... rainy days and mondays always get me down.... blah blah blaaaaah! *sigh* IT'S A MONDAY AGAIN!! Whew! this is going to be a long longgggg day for me! And to make it worse It's raining. If only i can absent myself up to the end of the term! I hate the frigging subject!! Conflict of Laws SUCK! It's so damn confusing!!! I hate the way my life is going.

Last thursday, while i was in my review class.... for the first time this term ... i had felt that i was actually listening to the discussion. I actually understand what the professor was saying. It's a nice feeling...... it's been a long time since i felt that way. I felt so damn good. Wish i could say the same to my other subjects. Maybe if i have stayed in my old school.... i'm already graduating this march but time and again, maybe not. *Sigh*

Sometimes it's better to act dumb . At least people doesn't mind explaining things to you--repeatedly. That's it... hopefully something "beautiful" will happen to me , so i can retract all the negative vibes of this damn entry! prffffft!

posted by jaded fool @ 1:26 PM