I visited a friend's blog site hoping to read an update on her life. Too bad.... the last entry is dated Feb 18,2001. =\ what's happening to her?! *sigh* too busy? maybe. lost of interest? possible.
I don't have class today.... i'm going to have my hair cut. Should i cut my hair short? nah! I would look like ensaymadang malolos..... aehehehhee! better to keep my hair long. I have bought lots of hairpins and all, they would all be put to waste if i can't use them.
A few days ago jane and i talked about Maningning Miclat, she was an artist. She killed herself by jumping off a building. She jump off from the 7th floor of the Technology Building of Far Eastern University. She was a professor there. I know that artists are eccentric people. They love to be unique, to be different. They always love to make a statement! And maningning made her statement by jumping off a building hence losing her life. Why did she do it? --- she's brokenhearted. The love of her life left her. For another woman? That i don't know. Maningning has everything-- beauty, brains, fame, material things and talent. She was a good poet. She has everything except love and happiness.... and to her-- that's what matters. No one can comprehend why she did it. Some even say "sa pag-ibig lang? tanga naman nun! Ke dami daming lalaki sa mundo" aaaaah, don't condemn her for choosing the easy way out. She fell deeply and madly in love ,got her heart badly broken---- her dreams of happiness shattered. The reason for her living, Gone. She was just a girl whose love exceeds the love for her very own life. I don't know her. I don't know why i'm writing about her. All i know is that she needs peace. She needs freedom. She needs rest. And i find myself feeling a little relieved for reasons i don't know, for reasons i don't have any intention of knowing.(*takot ako.....*)
"..sleep my child in deep slumber....... claim the peace that you've been yearning for. be not be afraid, I'll not leave your side-- i'll be your strength, your guiding light. Sleep my child and have your rest.. i'll enclose you with love and soft caresses. Be calm, be still ....."
I don't have class today.... i'm going to have my hair cut. Should i cut my hair short? nah! I would look like ensaymadang malolos..... aehehehhee! better to keep my hair long. I have bought lots of hairpins and all, they would all be put to waste if i can't use them.
A few days ago jane and i talked about Maningning Miclat, she was an artist. She killed herself by jumping off a building. She jump off from the 7th floor of the Technology Building of Far Eastern University. She was a professor there. I know that artists are eccentric people. They love to be unique, to be different. They always love to make a statement! And maningning made her statement by jumping off a building hence losing her life. Why did she do it? --- she's brokenhearted. The love of her life left her. For another woman? That i don't know. Maningning has everything-- beauty, brains, fame, material things and talent. She was a good poet. She has everything except love and happiness.... and to her-- that's what matters. No one can comprehend why she did it. Some even say "sa pag-ibig lang? tanga naman nun! Ke dami daming lalaki sa mundo" aaaaah, don't condemn her for choosing the easy way out. She fell deeply and madly in love ,got her heart badly broken---- her dreams of happiness shattered. The reason for her living, Gone. She was just a girl whose love exceeds the love for her very own life. I don't know her. I don't know why i'm writing about her. All i know is that she needs peace. She needs freedom. She needs rest. And i find myself feeling a little relieved for reasons i don't know, for reasons i don't have any intention of knowing.(*takot ako.....*)
"..sleep my child in deep slumber....... claim the peace that you've been yearning for. be not be afraid, I'll not leave your side-- i'll be your strength, your guiding light. Sleep my child and have your rest.. i'll enclose you with love and soft caresses. Be calm, be still ....."
posted by jaded fool @ 2:24 AM
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