Mama replied to the letter that I sent her…… it is a cliché, but she made me cry. I just can’t let the letter be hidden in my inbox forever. The letter reads:
bespren!
ano ka ba?! iiyak ako! kagigising ko lang e yun ang bumulaga sa kin! waaaaaa!!! well, i think you know how important you are to me naman din. sobrang important nga e, ikaw lang lagi ang gusto ko kasama. i think it's because of what you said, you're the only one who understands me thoroughly...i'm just really the jealous type...especially when i hear about other people who gives you a good time...ako lang! grrrr! hehehe! and you're right, life is a constant struggle and if you give up on petty things easily, you lose. it's not a question of being bitchy, but knowing that there are things you simply don't put up for. it's survival! for those who don't understand you, tough luck for them, shows their stupidity for not seeing the bright and colorful person that you are...same goes for me! wehehehehe! almost half of the happiness i experienced in my whole adult life i attribute to you, we have gone through so much i can't fathom how i would survive when i'm already far and you're not within grasp! well, i'll have to make do with calls and mails, but you know me! that can't make up for what we have now. THIS is real life now that i think of it, choosing what is best for your life doesn't necessarily mean it will make you happy, but you simply have to do it because otherwise, that happiness you have right now would not be enough to sustain your soul...because happiness hides itself in things not pleasant. the only way to achieve it is risking the wonderful life you have now and going through a lot of heartaches and constant pain, then when you look back at it all trust me, you'd smile a lot! this is what i'm sort of half-feeling right now, and i hope, even with all the sordidness attached to it, you would too. because nothing in the world is sweeter than seeing my best friend strong, successful, bitchy! hehehe! last note...thanks for putting up with me, i'll never find anyone like you, or greater than you, lesser...maybe but nevermind, she would be jologs and not worth my time! i'll love you forever... kisskiss, gorgeous jane
WE TRULY ARE A PAIR.
bespren!
ano ka ba?! iiyak ako! kagigising ko lang e yun ang bumulaga sa kin! waaaaaa!!! well, i think you know how important you are to me naman din. sobrang important nga e, ikaw lang lagi ang gusto ko kasama. i think it's because of what you said, you're the only one who understands me thoroughly...i'm just really the jealous type...especially when i hear about other people who gives you a good time...ako lang! grrrr! hehehe! and you're right, life is a constant struggle and if you give up on petty things easily, you lose. it's not a question of being bitchy, but knowing that there are things you simply don't put up for. it's survival! for those who don't understand you, tough luck for them, shows their stupidity for not seeing the bright and colorful person that you are...same goes for me! wehehehehe! almost half of the happiness i experienced in my whole adult life i attribute to you, we have gone through so much i can't fathom how i would survive when i'm already far and you're not within grasp! well, i'll have to make do with calls and mails, but you know me! that can't make up for what we have now. THIS is real life now that i think of it, choosing what is best for your life doesn't necessarily mean it will make you happy, but you simply have to do it because otherwise, that happiness you have right now would not be enough to sustain your soul...because happiness hides itself in things not pleasant. the only way to achieve it is risking the wonderful life you have now and going through a lot of heartaches and constant pain, then when you look back at it all trust me, you'd smile a lot! this is what i'm sort of half-feeling right now, and i hope, even with all the sordidness attached to it, you would too. because nothing in the world is sweeter than seeing my best friend strong, successful, bitchy! hehehe! last note...thanks for putting up with me, i'll never find anyone like you, or greater than you, lesser...maybe but nevermind, she would be jologs and not worth my time! i'll love you forever... kisskiss, gorgeous jane
WE TRULY ARE A PAIR.
posted by jaded fool @ 3:19 AM
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