Wednesday, April 04, 2001

I have several plans made for today.. and things are not going the way that i want them to go...so naturally, I AM PISSED OFF! i'm going to stay here inside this %#$@# room of mine.. i'm going to spend the rest of my day, staring at the ceiling........ looking at my window... or if my mood improves, i might....i'll say it once again..I MIGHT clean my room. My closet need a clean up too. The weather is so damn irritating. It's so hot. My family plan to spend the "holy week" in Mindoro, but my ate and i might not go with them afterall. It's nice to swim around though..

I have this large zit on my face! huhuhu! it's so huge! it's like the mother of all zit. thank god it's healing already... I have many scars on my face-- thanks for this zit, it's an added attraction! Grrrrrrr! It's funny that i am missing school... and i miss my ney. lolz.. i have missed our "nonsensical" talks... he talks about work, his dog, his family here in cebu, and i talk about my life here. Our talks are always short cause he's at work. I know that missing doesn't mean love for i have missed things but i overcome them or outgrew them. If i love someone or something -- i don't let go whatever happens. ]:)

posted by jaded fool @ 1:08 PM