Friday, April 13, 2001

Ok, today the rest of my clan went to church to attend the procession... it supposed to help me medidate and all. But sad to say, i was not able to do that..

There were many people... as should be, some went with their friends, some with their family and some with their girlfriends/boyfriends. Different kinds of people.. some attended for religious reasons and some just to have fun and show off whatever it is that they want to show. So, my cousins and i , took our sits in the middle pew and observe the people and their behaviour. I can't believe I did that. In short, we exchanged opinions regarding the way that this person dressed... the way that this girl walks.. blah-blah. My behavior was incorrigible. =( I cannot forgive myself and i am actually feeling ashamed of my behaviour. To make the long story short-- instead of understanding the meaning of the season, i was actually laughing my ass off beacuse of some joke that my cousin told. I was a total bitch there. However, i noticed that i'm not alone.... but then, it's their problem not mine anymore.

I have sinned more.

posted by jaded fool @ 11:56 PM