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I've been very busy these couple of days . As I've said from the previous entry, i'm spending time unwinding and relaxing. I'm actually staying with my bestfriend! =) We're having a nice time. wooo hooo!! She'll be leaving for Venus soon, got to stay close and spend time together as much as possible. So that when she leaves.. she'll have memories that will make her miss Me.
Though there is a sad news .. the mom of one of my sororal sisters died of cancer. Imagine that?? Losing someone that you deeply love and cared for? I can't bear the thought of losing my mom. It's like losing a limb. I know deep inside that i won't make it in the real world without her or my family. I AM THAT ATTACHED TO MY NANAY (mother). I'd rather die first. Death gives me the creep. This is one of my weaknesses. I'm not actually afraid of death itself, it's the fact that I'm going to be alone. I have this stupid notion that it's better for me to die ahead of everybody i love ..( selfish bitch on the run!!) Anyway, i just hope that oyen's mom will still guide her when she takes the Bar Exam come September. =(
posted by jaded fool @ 10:21 PM
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