soulmate
Yesterday, I took my last exam.. the exam in Civil Law was so frigging long! My fingers ached from too much *ahem* writing… now, finally the semester is over and I'm one semester away from Graduating! I saw for the last time my beloved classmates whom I seldom saw this past semester due to circumstances beyond my control. I saw Dennis, Mike, Myrna and those people that I know since college days.
When I was on my way to Las Piñas last night… the movie serendipity flashed into my head and I started to think of soulmates, fate and destiny. I once believed that I have found my soulmate, I thought I finally found the other half of me. Someone who shares your passion and interests. Someone who understands you even without saying a word. I remember him again…. and this time, I remembered him with all the pain that I refused to let out. I remembered him….. and I hurt. It is really painful to miss someone and realize that that person doesn't even spend a second to think of you. My soulmate has left me for reasons I don't know… maybe too many words have been said or maybe it was just not meant to be. Everytime I think of the what could have beens, the what if's and if only's -- I ended up sad and teary eyed. If there's a thing that I wanted more in this world...at this very moment, that is to hear from him again. Everything seems to remind me of him… life is not fair… what the hell… It never was and never will be fair. =( Serendipity is another fairy tale.. another hope that somehow, in due time-- your paths shall cross again and everything will be alright. (*how i wish….)
Behind the loudness of the laughter and smile in the eyes is a lost soul and a heart badly broken.
posted by jaded fool @ 5:42 PM
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