Wednesday, February 20, 2002

wassup with moi?



Uhmm, ok first and foremost.. Some bad news, I heard from a classmate of mine that the Application for graduation was due last week. Dang, I haven't applied yet. The finals would be on March 11-15. That means that I have to pay my tuition, as well the graduation fee within this week. Where did the time go? It passed by so quickly, demmits! Arrgghh.. I got so frigging busy with Elsa. =( haaaaaaayyy…. Anyway, today I planned to go and visit the Registrar and check on things. So what is the problem you may ask.. Well.. I'm actually not taking school seriously.. Can't you tell? Have you seen some stuff about school here? Honestly, I Haven't been there for a couple of months now.. And my parents know that fact-- my problem is I don't know how to tell them that the fees are due this week. Uhmm.. I asked my sister for a back up just in case there's a violent reaction from my parents. God help me… I've been trying to explain to them that the school that I am in is not ordinary.. In fact one can be an absentee student-- darn.. I just hope that things would make out for themselves. I just hate problems…

So.. After that I have to inquire with the UP Law Center about the review. Then.. I don't know.. Beats me.. I just hope for the best… heheheh.. Damn that sounds so stupid. I just hope that I would be able to find the perseverance to study hard.. To be patient and be disciplined enough to take the said Review seriously. I'm still keeping my site(s).. Maintain them on a regular basis… darn.. But I won't make promises.. I hate broken promises. There would be changes I know.. And I hate adjusting to them. I don't think I can cope up with change right now…. Not when I'm comfortable with what I have … not when I'm enjoying myself writing... Not when I'm just discovering things that I like and love to do. I have this feeling that I have no choice but to grow up-- anyway, I'm 24-- If I'm not a grown up, I'm probably a retard. Got to be mature and face my responsibilities. Been too lax with my life lately.. tsk.

Time is running out.. I know, soon.. My freedom would be curtailed with books, notes, frigging cases and all those jurisprudence. They are shackles…. Limiting my moves… limiting my liberty to do as I please… cause I know I have to take this duty seriously. I can't wait to be free again.. =(

posted by jaded fool @ 2:24 AM