ate's b-day
We've just celebrated ate's 34th birthday. We had some cake, pancit bihon , sandwiches, tequila and nuts. I can proudly say that I'm fucking drunk! Yeps!! My eyes are wobbly.. heheheheh!! But unlike, the past times that I got drunk-- I can't find anything funny. I'm not laughing my ass off about anything… Maybe because I've realized that things are not going the way I planned them to be. I had a few plans.. And all the while I thought that they were working according to what I have planned. But sad to say, I discovered that they are not. And when I discovered it-- I got hurt once again. Now, I can say proudly to my heart that miracles and happy endings only happens in fairy tales-- where everything is colorful, good wins over the bad and love conquers all. I'm so disappointed & frustrated that I decided to give up. My tears are too valuable. He's not worth it.
It's time for my heart to stop being stupid.. Time for it to stop believing in fairy tales, and let my mind, once again, rule my life.
posted by jaded fool @ 10:58 PM
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