rants and ramblings

forgive and forget

As you may already know.. This is the cyber world. I dwell here. I let my mind live here. Sometimes, my brain as well as my heart resides in this world. World that is uncontrollable.. World that is free.. You can do anything you want, do anything you please & be anyone you want to be.. This is my world. This is my home.. I rule here.

I have met a lot of people through cyberspace.. There are some that I don't like.. and there are some that I like & we eventually become friends. Countless times, I have fallen in & out of err.. cyber love. But it never is easy to mend a broken pride and heart. Love, truth and honesty… and luck. Hehehe!! Sometimes you really need luck to be able to find the right person for you. It is not easy to trust and give the other person a part of you… sometimes, it's not easy to give at all. There are moments that you grow tired of all the pain and all the frustrations that you just want to quit. You just want to give up.. And just when you're about to give up.. You'll meet someone who keeps your interests and you on your feet, therefore, repeating the whole cycle again. But with a difference-- cause this time there is an awareness… you are up and about all the things that he is saying, things that he do. Seems like everything has hidden meanings.. And that fact make you realize that there are just things that you can't forget.. There are just things that you can't forgive. There are certain things that I was made aware today:


 Someone is meant for me and I'm meant for someone else.
 A Brokenheart is painful but a broken pride hurts the most.
 You can forgive and yet you can not really forget.
 I'm good but I'm really at my best when I'm being bad.

I have not forgotten.