Sunday, September 08, 2002

e.x.a.m.i.n.a.t.i.o.n



Breathing deeply and fast, I stepped out my room and face the morning sun. Nice, the sun finally decided to shine this Sunday, the first of September. As I walked, my hands were sweating but still I try my best to be cool and calm. Getting my first chewing gum of the day, I walked together with my brods and sisses toward La Salle. Even from afar I can hear the drums and the cheers of the supporters. Since the pressure is too much to handle we decided to enter as soon as they allowed the barristers to go inside. As I entered the gates, I felt so scared, I remembered wanting to run away. I felt like I'm in the death row and I'm going to be executed. But then, one more deep breath and three awfully painful bites to the chewing gum and I was ok. I have remembered what judy texted me -- Go and conquer yourself. Oh yeah.. it was a war against myself. And I got no one to depend on except GOD.

Our reviewer in Labor Law said that it is composed of 80% labor relations and I believed him, DARN! The exam was almost Labor Standards! Haaaaaay… nothing beats the ready and the wise! The day went on and every after exam I would shake like I was chilling. Diane and Rox were there. They joined me in eat my lunch. As if I can eat lunch. I try to exude coolness because I don’t want them to see me all panicky and acting like a loony.

2nd Sunday of the Bar exams… the weather is rainy. It was like a premonition. The day didn't turn out fine. The exam in civil and tax were so hard that I lost all hope. Haaaaaay… I'm so tired today. Mama Ailes and jud were there with me today, we had dinner together. That's the only thing that I like best. Ms. D left for seattle .. DAARNNNNNNN!!

posted by jaded fool @ 9:27 PM