koni
One of the things that I really love to do while wasting time is chatting. And lately, I've been staying online longer and longer and longer. Hmmm.. Nothing much is going on line. Just seeing old familiar nicks. Lots of people without faces. Talking to you as if they know you. Talking to me as if they have known me all their life. Anyway, someone approached me today and asked me who is Koni. Some said that since he was not able to meet me, that he missed one-fourth of his life. Why they said that, I don't really know. So he talked to me.. And asked me who I really am. I don’t know what to say. There's no difference what I'm in real and what I'm online. It is hard to pretend to be somebody that you are not. But since this is the net -- you just don't find me divulging any of my problems to them whereas, they are confiding in me bout their problems and other stuff. The guy said that he was intrigued by me.. intrigued huh? I said he should not believe all the things that they say cause they are tons of addicts. And then he asked me, Mahirap ba? And I go, mahirap ang alin? And he said, Mahirap ba maging Koni? I was taken by surprised. And for a while.. I said NO, it is not hard to be me.
Koni is a brat who wishes things to stay simple. She is funny, and talkative. She have lots of stories to tell. She adores aesthetic things (luxury included). She's practical and optimistic. She is friendly, and snotty at times. It is not hard to be her.. However, It is sad to be her. Cause, she's afraid of many things. She doesn't like to take risks. She simply refuses to grow up. I guess she's just like any other girl with extra trimmings on the side. Hehehe.. it takes an awfully patient person to understand her.
See? It isn't hard to be me! So.. do u like to be me? I wouldn't if I were you.... *grins*
posted by jaded fool @ 2:02 PM
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