rants and ramblings

reality

Sometimes, I do wish that somehow I know people who just like me, wants to escape from reality. Because only then would I realize that I'm not alone and I'm not a retard. Anyway, after experiencing the tragedy -- I got no choice but to move on. I went to work yesterday just so that my officemates wont be able to have the chance to pity me and to talk about me. I was in perfect shape. I was cool. Everybody kept on saying that it's ok, there still 2 chances more.. and that Bar is indeed hard to pass.. blahh.. blahh.. blahh..

Though it still hurts knowing that I was totally disregarded by the examiners and all my efforts (ah..eh.. yeah...) unrewarded -- somehow, I have learned to be humble and to accept defeat. And since I'm such a sore loser, you should know that it is purely hell. Hmmmmn...What else, as usual work is tiring and my officemates are still the same, Though I really find the Technical Staff so darn cool!

Oh yeah, I did promise you that one of these days you would get to know all about my officemates.

Heres a story -- Judy and I was having a li'l chitchat in the kitchen (eating Ensaymada ) when suddenly the HARRIDAN walked in. She then started to blah. With a high pitched voice, you could imagine the nerves in my brain ticking. Anyway, since I'm mastering the art of plasticity... I was there.. listening to all her blaberring -- smiling and chuckling once in a while. She was talking on how fat she was when she was young, and that she was able to get rid of it. I can feel that she's hinting on that I should start to diet (though not directly.. and I could be wrong... but.. it does not hurt to assume that you are right!!! ) -- but who is she anyway? I don't get my money to buy food from her.. Then her fone rang and she went away!! What a blessing it was!! Judy and I was left in our own weird world. And with knowing look... judy finished her coffee and I finished my water. Heheheh... there's more Kulasisi.. You wouldn't believe my stories. I just know that you would not. =)