just plain tardy
Hiyee woman!! Been a long time since I had the motivation to write anything 'bout me. It was basically a week after my birthday... well.. as you may already know, my life revolve around work , friends and home. Nothing spectacular that is worth mentioning aside from the fact that I'm confused whether or not to take the Bar Exams of 2003. Yeps... I'm scared shit.. I don't want to fail 2nd time... And since I have work, I think I'll be moving to manila. I'm not going to take a leave of absence since I'm just 2 months old with my job.
Something happened last night -- Roxanne texted me, and it only confirmed that she indeed discovered of the fact that I stood her up cause of Jane and Joy. After all these time, she finally texted me that she indeed knew of it and that it would have been better had I told her the truth, rather than hearing it from other people. And she said "Mas masakit yun". Even without telling me, I do know for a fact that what I did was hurtful. I have apologized for doing it so. And this freaky thought sneaked inside my head... that maybe I deserve to fail for treating her that way.. well.. aside from the fact that I didn't study hard enough. I wish it didn't happen the way it did.. but things are already moot and academic now... There's nothing I can do...
If the plan will push thru, my officemates and I (together with Judy of course.. ) would be going out to have some Karaoke. Then, I would stay overnight @ Judy's place so I can help her check the booklets of her students. Work is not so tiring.... so I guess it is true that the tireness that I feel come from Commuting. Tsk!! Anyway, I have a report due on Friday... Got to finish them off by tomorrow. I do hope that I'll be in the mood to write about Pyramids. I'll talk to you soon , kulasisi.
I remain.
posted by jaded fool @ 8:53 PM
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