rants and ramblings

pissed off

I spent 2 days working on a speech that's supposed to be read by my boss on independence day. I was able to finish them off.. only to be revised later in the afternoon. I FELT BAD! There's no person on earth who would want their work to be revised. It was as if they have stolen my ideas and turned the material into their own. I FELT ROBBED. I'm not a journalist.. nor an amateur writer. I'm just a normal person who uses simple, normal words. Though I admit that the people who revised my work are good writers.. they could have just corrected my work and not revise the whole thing. They made me feel incompetent. Whether it is unintentional or what -- I don't care. They have hurt me and my ego. OR Maybe I'm just not good at criticism. Everytime they edit my work, I feel bad. In the first place, why do they have ask me to write?!?! They could have just leave me ALONE! Fuck!!!!!

Second thing why I am pissed off today... LRT got a code red late in the afternoon.. I was stranded in Pedro Gil Station for an hour. Imagine that... I have to go all the way to EDSA and take the MRT. Every morning.... I have to pass the hell renamed, LRT!

Then on my way home... I have come to realize that chat friends are not even half of my real friends. They would stay.. but only up to the extent of online things and good times. But when it comes to the meaning of real friendship -- it is better to stay with friends whom you see and touch.. someone that would stay with you whether you have an account or not OR at times when you are feeling really bad and in need of a soundboard. So I'm not going to be surprise when one of these days..I would just QUIT. Even my sister wonders why I am not that eager to go online anymore.. Well basically it is because of the fact that I'm growing tired of this routine. It starts to bore me. Hmmmmmm...