no ordinary love
I'm happy.
Weird as it may sound..specially to my friends.. yes, at this very moment... I am happy.
Feeling of love envelops me.... ecstatic feeling consumes me... If I'm not very careful, I think I could be in love.
Haven't I said that Love is just a state of mind? Hmmm... so what then is my present state of mind? In my mind... I see beauty... I feel beauty.. No matter how bad my day turns out, no matter how much work sucks.. -- I really don't mind. If this is love, I want to stay in this state of mind forever.
Sometimes, mere thoughts of the Special One makes you smile.. Gui is my special one.. though ours is an extraordinary situation.. slowly.. i'm starting to disregard the thoughts of society. Just like people in the process of falling in love... Fear is a constant enemy. Fear of being cheated on, fear of being left behind.. fear of discovering you were the only one in love. I have my own fears of course... and I have not decided to face them.. not yet. I'm not that strong enough.
I would have explained some more about the beauty of love... I really don't know if its really love or if its gui. What I do know is that my hearts beats faster when I think of my special one. =D
If ever things wouldn't turn the way we want them to be -- bear in mind, that we did our best to make it work.....
posted by jaded fool @ 8:38 PM
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