kick the airhead
My superior is becoming a pain in the ass.... and i mean it literally.
I was in the office today, working very hard.. trying to live up to my rating of outstanding.. when suddenly she has the urge to power trip. I am not questioning the authority that she has over me, and as much as possible i try to be pleasant to everybody. I try to take everything with a smile, even if sometimes she wants to boast or do something egotistical.
She had become an airhead. After becoming an officer of the court -- she just started treating everybody as her inferior. For the second time, I answered her back. I think I need to qualify it, I answered her back the first time through a joke. And this time, I answered back and gave her the cold shoulders.
I know that work is supposed to be controversial since you cannot please everybody. One way or another you're bound to piss someone off, and you're going to have a row. Technically speaking, it was not a row -- it's more of gap. I hate feeling bad -- and frankly, right now, I really do feel bad.
I feel bad cause she was able to bring out the bitch in me. I feel bad cause I failed in my resolution to make everybody love me.
Maybe then that's the problem -- I've been nice for so long. I just can't tolerate her anymore. And if God has different plans for me, then so be it. I'm sure I'd be able to find a new job (cause basically I believe that she would start to bad mouth us after what happened).
She makes OUR (Read: majority of co-workers) work environment a living hell. I just wish that she'd just go away.
Lord, I know you're reading this.. and I am sure that I am not really a bad person... Please lord make her go away. She makes my life miserable. I don't deserve to be around her. I don't deserve to see her. She feels that everybody owes her. She feels so indispensible. Please lord, teach her a lesson. Save me before I commit murder.
AMEN
posted by jaded fool @ 5:33 PM
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