confused
ey world...
I'm more than 2 months away from the board exams --- and lately-- i just find myself doubting my capabilities. Call it inferiority complex, Fear, or just plain confuse-- but what I know is that, I am in the middle of throwing everything I worked for the past 3 months down in the drain just to find another good paying job. I have asked God's guidance that just in case I am determined to be part of the legal profession-- don't let work find me. But as the days passes by -- my self confidence and the belief in myself and what I am capable of is slowly fading away. I don't want to reach the point wherein I would doubt everything I do and did in the past. I can't concentrate in my studies for the simple reason that I worry bout losing my job and the fact that nobody would take me in. I am tired of brainwashing myself to act as if everything is ok....... i am getting tired just thinking of future expenditures.
I pray that would God will take pity on me........
posted by jaded fool @ 8:45 PM
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