tweedledum
Have you ever felt sad and relieved at the same time? It is so weird... I am feeling so chaotic right now and I'm not sure what feeling prevails over me. It feels like every cell in my body keeps on moving around.
I am sad that I have to let go of something I've become accustomed to. Something that has become an important part of me. Similarly, I am relieved that I will no longer cause anybody pain. It's a long long way to go but I'm positive that I will reach it. It never was easy to let go-- but one day, somehow you'll just learn to forget.
I still don't have a job, but it doesn't bother me that much anymore. God will provide for me. He will give me what I am praying for all in the right time. In the meantime, I'll enjoy the comfort of our home and take care of my family. I'm going back to writing I guess... and let it all out until I no longer feel this unstable feeling that I have.
posted by jaded fool @ 9:20 PM
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