Monday, November 29, 2004

sucky



I hate this feeling. Feeling of desperation... hopelessness...helplessness. I wanted to cry, but what do i tell them? Ate knows I'm having problems. This pain is getting heavier-- more painful... and i remember elai saying that, the pain feels like you're going to die. And it does.

I feel like I'm dying. I feel like my heart will burst. I wanted to take it out badly.. heal it.. see what I can do about it.

posted by jaded fool @ 1:51 AM