tempted
I was contented with my life with work, family, friends and retail theraphy. Until loneliness found me. It could be the weather.. Or my hormones..or lack of it. But it was something unwelcome. I started wishing again.. Hoping to finally find the one. I started longing for someone to cuddle, laugh or cry with. I miss the fights and make up sessions. I guess I just miss being someone special. To be someone's everything. Then people from my past re-appeared, which made me feel more depressed. They made me feel like a hobby. Someone to be bothered when they're bored.. Which is precisely why I didn't bother to reply. But to be honest, despite feeling that way.. My loneliness is tempting me to even say hi. Before I sleep I think i'll ponder on this thought: what if we were really meant to be and you're just too afraid to take the risk? Goodnight, blogger. Sing me to sleep.
posted by jaded fool @ 8:54 PM
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