ex-man
I was having a great time in the IRC today chatting and laughing my as* off when the ex-man approached me. He was the reason i was pissed off a week ago..i told him that it's no big deal , so that gave him the courage to approach me. He said hi... well the actual words used were "hi ex!" So i replied, "oh hi, ex!" After the usual pleasantries we started talking he asked me if i have a bf now.I told him that i'm still looking and those stuff. He said he's kinda insecured because i'm looking. The nerve of that guy. I'm not the type to pine. He said that he still feel something for me.--DUH! i asked him if he expect me to believe him.. he said that he doesn't care whether i believe him or not, he just wants me to know. So i said, he better talk to the other girl for he might be caught and that would be one hell of a mess. Then we talked about the past, i asked about the-- err--GIRL. What do you know, the girl knows about me. Isn't that nice? kinda stupid huh? He said things that would explain why he flew the coop and looked for a nest somewhere. You know the reasons that married men give to get laid? HE USED THAT! friggin' guy. He told me that he misses the GIRL...and that he doesn't any more call cards...they're all used up. WHY THE HELL DID HE HAVE TO TELL ME THAT?? to hurt me? to spite me? I felt used. What the hell.. he used me.
I want to make him feel the hurt that I felt, even a hundred times more. How can you love two women at the same time? It has been his fondest wish to be a topic here. WISHES DO COME TRUE.I just hope that he'll leave me alone.
I'm used being alone.
posted by jaded fool @ 5:22 PM
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