guilty feeling
hmmmmn.. I'm feeling kinda guilty today or whenever I get the chance to get what I want. I don't know what's happening to my family. Recently, they have been giving me all the things that I asked for. If I want this bag, I get to have it. I like this shoe-- ate bought it. I want to live in a dorm, they paid for it. And I know that I should be grateful, doubt it not .. I am. I should be happy… but I am not. Oh yeah… I'm glad that I was able to get this and get that.. but it's only temporary. Once I got my fill of looking at it… I feel darn guilty that I can not stick in my mind all the things that I'm supposed to read. I feel guilty that there is this possibility that I would disappoint them. I feel guilty for asking all these things knowing in myself that I don't deserve them, even a tiny bit.
posted by jaded fool @ 9:47 PM
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