not a measely thing
I received a text from Jane today, and she's so mad at me. She's mad because ailes told her bout the first sunday of the Bar Exams.
Diane and I accompanied Judy cause she was feeling so low, we were to hear mass in Antipolo... but then, destiny has other plans so we ended up having coffee in Libis. Diane asked us if it's ok to let Rox join us, we were of course surprised (read: Judy and I). We don't want to have any trouble with my bestfriend.. but then, it was just for lunch right? I thought it would not really affect my life that big so what the heck.. I even joked Diane to tell Rox that we're on our way home, but then I've thought of the bad thing that I did to her -- and that made my heart soft..
Roxanne arrived in 10 minutes... and I never did say sorry for what I did to her in 2002. I guess my apollogetic looks said it all. Then she invited us for lunch over in La Vista.. After our lunch, we went to her room again and watched Vcd... Because we were so tired the day before, and we didn't get any sleep... we all fell asleep. (Read: Judy, Diane, and me) But the moment that we regained our strengths back.. we immediately said our goodbyes and left for UP. Unknowingly, that day, Ailes was not able to have her lunch.. and somehow, knowing about our activity that day-- left something bad in her mouth. She always accuses us of dropping her and going for rox. But never in my wildest dream would I ever thought of her blabbering it to Jane. That is precisely I refuse to go out with them (REad: Rox, di, ailes and roger) cause I know-- If I would go, Jane wouldn't like it and Ailes' would be able to blackmail me. So i'd rather stay at home and use the internet rather than going on a gig with them.
Jane hated Rox. Jane is my bestfriend. I had my nap at Rox's place. Just by these sentences-- i feel aggrieved for Jane. and the fucking thing of all -- Ailes thought that this is just a measely thing. She thought that Jane is just emoting .. tampo lang daw. The hell! she knows about my relationship with Jane. Jane is my bestfriend, woman! Don't you have any sense at all? She said that she told Jane that They (Read: Ailes and Rox) are ok now, and Jane took it ok daw Pero Ailes, you're not Jane's bestfriend.. Now... i really don't know.. I said my apologies to Jane... but then, I know it would not be easy. That simple mistake could change my life.
I'm a wreaking havoc inside. =(
posted by jaded fool @ 4:51 PM
<< Home