love earns love
True is the saying that Love earns love... You tend to receive when you give. Right now, all I have is the feeling of animosity toward some people in our area. Nah-- of course, we're not engage in verbal attacks nor do they know that somehow I'm angry at them... I just don't feel like looking at them right now.
It has been an open book that my mother had a hard childhood... it is known to us (her children) that she never was loved nor cared for by her parents... and among her siblings.. she would probably be the last in the list. Some may consider our issues as petty things... but then.. when my mother get rejected with every favor that she asked... whenever I see the pain of being denied the equal love that rightfully belongs to her... No thing is petty. No thing is simple.
I really don't care about them anymore.. to me, only my family matters. Only the people I love matters.. and the only thing that they would ever get from me would be: courtesy. Courtesy for the simple reason that my mother raised me to respect people even to those most undeserving. I can only refer to them as selfish people. I've committed myself to get my father and mother their own house and lot... I guess I have to confer with my ate and kuya about this.. and I know they would be supportive of this goal. Someday....
You receive what you give. give love to earn love... don't expect anything above the things that you have given... you would only get disappointed. Mark my word.
posted by jaded fool @ 7:31 AM
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