just a thought
after a not so good morning -- i started thinking bout my future and this person. i used to work with her. i don't know if im feeling envious or what -- i am wondering though how come she is receiving all these blessings-- unlike the rest of us who worries bout getting another job -- she is working at a known organization.
Could it be that she's nicer than me? could it be that she's good and I am being bad? Or could it be that it's simply her time??? and if the answer is the last one, I am wondering when will mine come?
I am feeling bad because in my shallow mind-- she's getting everything that she wants. whereas i, i have no choice but to settle to whatever it is that they're going to offer me (in case they do). God, I didn't mean to sound so ungrateful and envious but these are the questions that is occupying my head-- the more they stay there, the worst i am feeling... i hope i would be enlightened and my prayers answered.
posted by jaded fool @ 8:22 PM
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