home sick
I've been away from home for three days now...and i am missing everything about it. The sweet smell of air at early morn.. the cold weather.. the rooster and my family. I missed them so much i cried. I know this is my choice, I chose to live this way, to experience how it is to be free-- to finally come to terms with myself that I can do it..that finally, I am a grown up.
Deep inside, I know I would always be my Tatay's little girl.. I would always be their baby.. in their eyes, I will never be old enough. I miss the talks of my nanay and tatay during their breakfast.. I miss my ate...I miss our bed and my smelly pillows. I miss our dog, the way we would gang up at ate.. I miss everything about our little home. It may not be as grand as what others have.. but the comfort of the best hotel in the world would ever make up for the comfort our home brings and gives me.
With my family, I don't have to try so hard for them to love me. They love me, simply because they do.
posted by jaded fool @ 10:24 PM
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