illicit
It's a very memorable day for me. After so much time of being apart-- I finally had my chance to be with my beloved. I have waited for yesterday since forever.. a time to be on our own. God took pity on me and gave a little piece of heaven.
Earlier yesterday, I thought that she stood me up because she was late. I felt like crying-- cause I'm not sure whether she really wanted to see me or not. You can just imagine my relief when she sat across me. I almost jump out of my seat to embrace and thanked her for just by being there.
We had our talk-- but we have just covered the past.. we reminisced good and bad times.. feeling sorry that we ended up in this path. Yep-- I was once the legal girlfriend... and look what I am now.
So many things to tell her and ask her-- but all I can say was I love you. I felt all the yearning and the pain she once felt because of my neglect and pride. I prayed that time would stand still-- and even consider trading for an extension. Yes-- I dreaded the coming of the new day. Cause it would mean parting ways and going back to reality.
She's still afraid of me and my promises. And frankly, I feel the futility of all these... what keeps me going? my love and determination that i will not let her go down.
posted by jaded fool @ 9:14 PM
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