which is which
i had the courage to text my bestfriend yesterday to tell her about the good news. Although, I knew that her silence for the past months mean one thing-- she's mad at me. It was naive to think that she wouldn't hear about tat, though my other friends knew her. I was hoping that since they knew very well how my bestfriend would hate it-- they would just keep their mouth shut. But I was wrong-- they squealed on me.
She did reply-- but it was not the jolly type congratulatory message I was hoping for. It ruined my day.
I was devastated because I have very few friends..and losing one means losing a lot. why can't she just be happy for me? why can't she just be a friend and let me learn my lessons on my own. I don't want to explain to her-- since I have this feeling that we have already grown apart. though I would surely feel bad if she would come back and not see me--
I'll just cross my finger and hope that someday her mind will clear and understand.
posted by jaded fool @ 8:07 PM
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