yikes!
ok.. the exams a week away. I am Bar Examinee 3638..and I hope, this would be the number that would bring me to the other side. It's like until that time i have signed my name in the roll of attorneys.. i would forever be here in limbo and could not.. or rather, would not move on with my life. My plans has to wait until such time.
I am scared.. again.. feeling insecure of the unknown. But God will see me through.. I just know.. I am eager to cross over. I am ready of the responsiblities.. I am finally ready for public service. I don't know what is ahead of me.. and the exam... though i pray every night for the Lord to guide me.. to give me a clear mind and strength to get this thing right. I am scared that of again disappointing all the people that expects me to pass.. and I feel so shameful of myself whenever i think of my past exam. I am expecting so much from myself now.
I think of all the opportunities waiting for me.. and i know, i have to do good.. this time. this is my last chance. Lord please lead me the way.......
posted by jaded fool @ 8:24 PM
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