henceforth
endings are also beginnings.
today, we laid nanay to rest. it was emotional.. heartfelt. i appreciated all the people that were with us all through out this trial. the people who would check on how we were doing... the people who brought us food.. the people who prayed.. who sympathized.. the people who came from way up north just to show affection to our family. Our lives have been touched by the most wonderful woman that i have ever known-- Nanay. Our lives were colorful because one way or another, she was able to make us laugh-- nanay was able to shed some colors into our monotonic world.
there were a lot of people today.. and i realized remarkable nanay was. and I am glad to be 70% like her. I think I ought to write Nanay a letter.. I know that wherever she is now.. she would be looking after us.. she would be our guiding light.. our new angel.
this is the hardest part yet-- the part wherein we have to re-start our lives without nanay. The part wherein we have to live each day knowing we can no sense her physically. all i know is that, i do love nanay.. and i know that she would forever be in my heart.
rest in peace nanay. i miss you. i love you. lab mo ba ako?!
posted by jaded fool @ 8:32 PM
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