unwavering friendship
My bestfriend is leaving tonight. It is sad that I won't be there to send her off. I don't know when we will see each other again.. it could be in 5 years..10 years.. i really can't tell. All I know is that she is going back home and I am left here again.
I feel bad that I lied to jane about Angel.. I did lie and I did hide my relationship from her. But when everything fell apart-- she was there for me.. offered me her company.. her time.. undying love and friendship. She was there even when I lied to her. She still considered me as her friend.. knowing I lied to her-- knowing I chosed Angel above her. She was disappointed in me.. but that disappointment did not stop her from respecting my decision and understanding what i did. She loves me unconditionally.. and I guess my friends and family would always love me no matter how fucked up I can be. They're the only people who got my back.
I love jane like a sister. She takes care of me.. even without me asking for it.. she's the wall behind my back. She makes me strong.. she makes me see things differently. She is my bestfriend. And God willing, we would stil be the best of friends until we are old and gray.
I want to get out of the country-- I want to be where she is. She is my strength. My friends and family are the source of my strength.
posted by jaded fool @ 1:44 PM
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