lost
we lose track.
we lost direction..
slowly, we are trying to lead a normal life.. but nothing will ever be the same. nothing and no one can compensate for the lost. all we have are memories. a lot of good memories.. a vast stories -- memories of nanay being funny-- seasonal disciplinarian-- a singer-- so-so dancer-- a guru -- a mentor-- a dutiful, caring wife... a loving nanay-- a loyal friend-- a kind daughter etc. etc. the bottome line is no word is enough to describe her. she was perfect to me. I was always so thankful that she's my nanay. I was never envious of other girls mommy or mama. I was always proud of nanay.. for everything she was and the things that she had sacrificed for us and our family.
totoo ang sinabi ng nanay ko-- kungdi dahil sa kanya, nasaan kami? we are trying to be brave.. trying to conquer each day with that bravado. living the moment-- knowing in our hearts that the pain will forever remain.
i miss her everyday its unbearable.
i love you nay.. i do hope that you will look upon us. i'm looking forward meeting and being with you.
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posted by jaded fool @ 6:59 PM
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