August 8, 2007
I think the end of the world is near. With all the plagues that hit our country (corrupt officials included), the natural catasthrophes like earthquake, endless flooding and sudden breakdown of bridges.. yep.. I think our end is near.
Again, due to heavy rainfall these past two days the sapa overflowed. With only three of us here.. and our great leader gone.. I think we did good with the lifting and all. Although I must admit that for a minute there—I wished nanay was still here.. then she would know what to do and could direct us with our respective responsibilities. I was in panic.. I’m not sure if its too much watching of national geographics or amazing videos.. I just don’t want to end up in one of those. Seeing the water getting too high nor seeing them pass through holes on the wall and on the floor only escalated it.
Thinking about the end of the world makes me think of the things that I have accomplished.. and I then asked myself, have I served my purpose? Have I lived my life according to what was written? Have I lived my life to the fullest? Have I done everything that I wanted to do?
I felt like I haven’t done ALL the things that I wanted to do. I felt like there ‘s just so many things yet to be done—and dying now is unfair.
Here I am now.. praying to God to order the rain to stop and quite decided of not reporting to work tomorrow.
Hay ulan.. tumigil ka na.
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posted by jaded fool @ 7:59 PM
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