oh pack
i'll be having my 32nd birthday soon. big numbers.. with nothing much to show for it. i hate the fact that i'll be officially out of the calendar this year... i hate the fact that i'm a year older... and i hate the fact that i am not having my grand wedding this year.
sometime in the past, i did plan to be married by the age 32.. and i sealed that plan with a "by hook or by crook" seal. but fate played me. that sucker. just another realization that there are things that are just beyond your control... and having your own family is one of them. you just can't tell.
I still have to think what's great about my birthday... so far.. thinking about it makes me swear. hehe.
Labels: just venting out
posted by jaded fool @ 3:39 PM
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