rants and ramblings

9 days to go

exactly 9 days from now, i'll be celebrating my 33rd birthday. so far, i just want this month to end-- for it has brought me nothing but pain, heartaches and misery. the good thing about it though is that i have found the courage to re-plan my life. i lost the drive to reach new goals... i forgot about my dreams. and it was just this morning that i remembered that i wanted to go back to school. i got so engrossed with someone else's life that i have forgotten how to maneuver mine.

maybe if i sharpen my brain more, i'd be able to decide perfectly. i hate this stupid feeling thats been eatin' me up for months/years.

for today, i wish i could go back to school.

Labels: desires, just venting out, winner