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dear ate,
i've known you all my life considering that we are sisters. i am grateful for having a sister like you, for you have spoiled me rotten. we argue and fight like normal sisters do, but nothing had hurt me than the words you have spoken. Hindi ako masamang anak. And I do believe I have shown many times how much I love this family. But you see, living my own life doesn't mean that i love you less. Yes, I may not stay that much at home-- yes, I may not drive you around like I used to-- but it doesn't mean I care less or i stopped being a part of this family.
I never left you guys, I just took a step away.. I need space to figure out how I will live this life. I do not want to pattern it with your life. I want to live my own life. Making choices, no matter how stupid they are, just like the other adults out there. Don't compare your life with mine--, you should not be doing that. It is not my fault that you feel the way you do. It was your choice. You choose to live that way. And this is my choice but it doesn't mean I love you less.
If there is one virtue that Nanay thought me-- its to love this family. It sucks that you feel wala akong kwentang anak at hindi ko mahal ang pamilyang to. There are children out there worst than me.. kung masama akong anak, siguro wala ng mabait na anak.
I did everything out of love.. not even one resentment. 29 years of my life, lahat yon para sa ikaliligaya nyo. I don't want to live my life knowing I could have done something about it...
I would always be your baby sister and come what may, I'd still love you and Tatay.
me. ♣
posted by jaded fool @ 4:48 PM
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