rants and ramblings

shut up

I never expected to get mails from G.. I started reading and felt the urge of shutting down.. so i stopped reading them and deleted them. I hate what her letters make me feel.. I hate when she makes it sound like i am to blame. I am not doing a recount on whose fault it is- but i did expect her to be truthful. I remember how it feels holding on to her every word and that desire to get back what i once have. only to realize it was not true. It was not her style-- that's why it hurts the most.

i hate what she makes me feel. i really do. i can't let her do this to me-- i am shutting her out-- just like what i had to do in the past. it's over. done deal. fin.

Labels: just venting out