self-study
i went to visit the link that the G gave to me. reading the articles, my brain keeps on saying..
yep! that's you alright.. yeah! that's what you felt and that's what you should do!!it's gives you that moral support to finally start somewhere.
i am relieved that i am not alone in this world and the problems that i encounter have solutions. i just have to deal with my issues one-day-at-a-time until they all die away.
based from my readings, i think i have become co-dependent. i lose myself in my relationships. superhero syndrome had me thinking i can solve all problems in this world. abandonment issues or rather fear of being alone. hmm what else can i think of? on the bright side, when you love a crazy person it doesn't mean you're crazy too. that's a relief!
So there. admission no. 1. my co-dependency. it probably rooted from my low self-esteem.. as in low, low, low.. that i believe nobody will actually take the risk to love me. that is subrooted to the fact that i am not pretty enough, sexy enough.. fairer enough to catch anybody's attention. yeah, beneath all these i am insecure of my body and my face. how do i solve that? by mentioning the things i love about me of course.. hehe. (sabay bawi) well physically i think i can carry any clothes i wear.. even my birthday suit.. i have eyes that sparkle when i smile.. when i smile at a person it warms their hearts (i just know it)... i have smooth skin (but someone i know is smoother..) hmmm.. that's about for now. i'm going to add more in the future.
so there blogger, goodnight.
posted by jaded fool @ 7:52 PM
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